candy's world

我又再一次地想起他。。
应该说。。
没有一天不想他。。
很想sms他。。
但，却又怕。。
而且我也找不到很好的理由解释我的举动。。
我也不想让他知道我喜欢他。。
不想造成任何人的困扰。。
我，还是这样就好。。
反正，他知不知道也无所谓。。
我不是一个好女孩。。
我也不值得任何人。。
还是觉得这样最好。。

这一刻的心情，是难以形容的。。
他终于在Facebook add我了。。
虽然真的并不代表些什么。。
更可能的是根本没有意义。。
但我还是让我自己开心了一下。。
因为我真的真的很开心。。
我不敢、也不会觉得他想起了我而add我。。
或许我的profile就刚好出现在他的suggested friends里。。
而他也刚巧看到而add了我。。
我只想说。。
Thanks God!!

Eventually, i just found out that i actually did like him..
Talked to a friend just now..
Asking how crazy would she go when she likes a guy?
And sharing what i did when i liked Jack..
Somehow, it just reminds me that all those feelings were exactly the same for him..
At that point, i knew it..
I like him..
I didn't know what love is..
But i do know like..
Even though i do not know love..
But at least i still know how to like someone..
But..
He'll never know..
And he doesn't have to know..

又再一次的想起他。。
我。。
又怎么了？
想他。。
可是也只能想他。。
今晚。。
又是谁陪在他身边呢？

那天。。
向朋友提起他。。
我告诉她说。。
如果有一天他要结婚了。。
我一定不会出席他的婚礼。。
我会祝福他幸福快乐。。
但我真的不能出席。。
我怎么能看着他娶别人呢？
我怕淚水会像现在这样不受控制地流下来。。
我怕会吓坏其他人。。
我宁愿自己躲起来流淚。。
也不愿让别人知道我是喜欢他的。。

今天听到这首歌的时候，就想起了他。。
是突然间想起他。。
思念就停止不了。。

IT MIGHT BE YOU (Stephen Bishop)

Time, I've been passing time watching trains go by
All of my life
Lying on the sand watching seabirds fly
Wishing there could be someone
Waiting home for me

Something's telling me it might be you
It's telling me it might be you
All of my life

Looking back as lovers go walking past
All of my life
Wondering how they met and what makes it last
If I found the place would I recognize the face

Something's telling me it might be you
It's telling me it might be you
So many quiet walks to take
So many dreams to wake and there's so much love to make

I think we're gonna need some time
Maybe all we need is time
And it's telling me it might be you
All of my life

I've been saving love songs and lullabies
And there's so much more
No one's ever heard before
Something's telling me it might be you
Yeah, it's telling me it must be you and
I'm feeling it'll just be you
All of my life
It's you, it's you I've been waiting for all of my life
Maybe it's you Maybe it's you I've been waiting for all of my life.